Wednesday, May 28, 2008

The mission of my familia

No profound statement, best antioxidant or activity in the near or distant future can really ease my mind or give me hope for something to ease this endless dormant drought of light in my heart, or anywhere for that matter. You know when the pillow you take to sleep, and hoping that pillow is your final and counted solace, is wet with tears even hours after those tears probably even stopped falling, the hope you could have had to start the day if taken swiftly by the epiphany and the awakening of knowing you cried in your sleep a good while that prior night, just a few hours ago, even though you consumed the best multivitamin as well. That the reality of your suffering is not just your creative self lurking to set you on a new adventure, but the utter realization that you might not ever wake with hope and vigor for a new day again or with those ripped abs you have desperately tried to acquire. And once these thoughts fill your brain your no good to no one… the emptiness is too much bare. And all your friends are watching and do not help, and all of your aspirations take off their masks to show themselves unreachable, and they mirror your foolishness in trying, your mother no longer sees your youth, and the love you had and feared the thought to define, is gone forever.
There is no cure for time and time… and time

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Monday, May 5, 2008

The newset staple

The cast of a thousand characters have all come together for me this week. I have finally found the right combination of talent and drive. I am secretly directing a play for some at risk kids and it has come together surprisingly well finding people to play the roles that are usually reserved for adults. I had some reservations about doing such a production but at least most of those worries and or concerns have sort of gone by the way side. The most interesting thing in the world that I have seen is the enjoyment and utter happiness had by children who were having fun.
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